Catch-22

Have seen the highs & the lows...
Have seen the tides turn upside down.

Sometimes everything's so clear,
Sometimes life's a Catch-22 situation.
I guess I am still at the crossroads.
Maybe thats where this feeling arise.

Smoke from my nostrils isn't anger,
It isn't fear , isn't joy for sure.
Maybe its something that keeps me alive,
Maybe one day its going to end my life.

Some shower praise,many criticize,
Many Flounder , few scale heights.
I know I surmise too much,
Maybe that confuses my poems outright.

Was that a Catch-22 ? ?
Hey No ,thats my Life. :)

Abhinav
(4th May'07)